What is it with...

...my cat always wanting to sit behind me on this chair.  Maybe my bum is nice and warm and she thinks it's a radiator. 

So my house is a complete disaster zone.  Dishes that need to be washed, floors are dirty and need sweeping.  I haven't been this messy since... well probably like 6 months or so.  This week has just been busy.  I had an informational/informal interview today.  I won't get the job but that's okay.  The gentleman who asked me in to talk to his people is going to be forwarding my resume around to a bunch of people.  And, next week Wednesday, I finally have the interivew for the personal assistant position lined up.  Once again I'm struggling with steady, good paying job with benefits or cool fun job that doesn't pay much, no benefits but I can stay home a lot and still do a lot of fun and non-traditional things to make money.  Plus, when I go to grad school, I should get a decent financial aid package. 

Next...what is with people that just turn their backs and walk away?  What does that say about their regard for the relationship they had with the person they walked out on?  It's confusing, to say the least.  Not to mention, who is it that deserts a successful, beautiful, energetic, charismatic, Harvard-bound, home-owning, pet loving, creative woman who cooks and bakes amazingly well on top of all that?  Someone so short-sighted and interested only in their own immediate comfort that they cannot see that perhaps someday, this person could help them get a job or offer helpful connections.  It's not what you know, it's who you know.  If you're going to be selfish, make it work for you.  I'm struggling to come to terms with this kind of behaviour.  I'm not upset or angry, just very confused and not quite sure what to make of it.